We spend a lifetime looking for happiness. Happiness appears and it’s often taken away from us just like that- back to square one! Back to revisiting the dark place you swore to never revisit. Years, months, days, hours, minutes; anticipating and wishing for change and just like that it’s gone! Tomorrow will be a better day you say..Well today is tomorrow and it feels like I’ve taken a step back. How did I even end up here? Where do I go from here?
Imagine a time when you have wanted something for so long. Then when you least expect it, it comes your way. You’re immediately filled with happiness! You put your fears aside and feel as though you can conquer the world. You sit and think about all the great things to come and then everything suddenly changes..
I believe there is a reason behind everything that happens in my life. There is a reason I’m writing this blog post and probably a reason why you are reading it. I have so many unanswered questions that are constantly on my mind. You know when you genuinely want to know why something has happened in your life. You’re not at the stage where you can say ” I understand and I have learnt something from this”.
That’s me right now! I need answers!